Maybe it's a sign

You know, there are lots of things that are bad for your self-esteem - not getting the job you want, not getting into a school you want to go to, breaking up with your partner, backhanded compliments, throwing yourself at a guy and not having him notice you, doing badly on an assignment... I think that one of the worst ones happened to me today. I was sitting on my balcony, enjoying this beautiful weather today (the first we've had in weeks), sitting on a lawn chair with my feet propped up on another lawn chair across the way, when the chair below me broke into multiple pieces. Now, I know that I haven't been eating the healthiest diet lately, and I could probably stand some more exercise, but I didn't think that things had gotten this out of control! I quickly stood up and gathered the pieces of the chair together and hid the evidence in my storage room. I looked around, and I don't think anyone saw it happen, but it's still a good incentive to hide the cookies away for a couple of days. It may take drastic measures to repair this damage to my self-image. This might even call for the sexy jeans. I usually save them for when I go out, but I just might wear them around the apartment tonight.